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Tuesday, December 28, 2004

Hearts just know
Maybe my heart told your heart it had a parking space outside or that we both like taking walks and doing things at night.

Maybe our hearts have the same favourite colours and found each other that way.

Or maybe it was because they both like sunshine the best and always ask the summer to stay.

Or maybe your heart sent my heart a secert message that said : I've been waiting for you... let's go LOVE.

Or maybe when it comes to things like this there aren't reasons...

Hearts just know...


AnTzX painted at
1:50 PM


Friday, December 24, 2004

XmAs~~ NeW Yr~~
hMmM... Once again the yr is cumin to an end... xMas is juz ard the corner liao...tinkin back there's realli things tat mayb i shld not do n shld do... haiz... nvm... 2004 is cumin to an end n let's welcome a new 2005~! as usual nutin much for Xmas except work... sad rite... haha... used to it liao... anyway on the 26th got a xMas staff party waitin 4 mi... so nothing to worry... anyway i think i gonna drink until i drop man... hmmm Xmas eve oso work but not at sentosa... but i think my place oso got some celebration but i think i wont drink tat much cos the next day still got work at sentosa... later hang over den not gd liao... =P den i think it will be oso the same for new yr cos i will b workin oso... haiz... double sad hor... hahaha.... aiya... who ask mi to b a poor thingy antz... hmmm thinkin abt wishes and hopes for the cumin yr... same thing every yr : world peace, every tat i noe is healthy n happy esp "U" ... last but not least hope tat i will not b so lonely the nx Xmas. =) *wiNk*


AnTzX painted at
1:28 AM


Sunday, December 19, 2004

does love need a reason?
i came across this story and i find kinda nice... =)

Lady : Why do you like me..? Why do you love me?

Man : I can't tell the reason.. but I really like you..

Lady : You can't even tell me the reason... how can you say you like me? How can you say you love me?

Man : I really don't know the reason, but I can prove that I love you.

Lady : Proof? No! I want you to tell me the reason. My friend's boyfriend can tell her why he loves her but not you!

Man : Ok..ok!!! Erm... because you are beautiful, because your voice is sweet, because you are caring, because you are loving, because you are thoughtful, because of your smile, because of your every movements.

The lady felt very satisfied with the man's answer.

Unfortunately, a few days later, theLady met with an accident and became comma.The Guy then placed a letter by her side, and here is the content:

Darling, Because of your sweet voice that I love you... Now can you talk? No! Therefore I cannot love you. Because of your care and concern that I like you.. Now that you cannot show them, therefore I cannot love you. Because of your smile, because of your every movements that I love you.. Now can you smile? Now can you move? No, therefore I cannot love you... If love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason for me to love you anymore. Do love need a reason? NO!Therefore, I still love you...

And love doesn't need a reason" Sometimes the best and the most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen, cannot be touched, but can be felt in the heart...


AnTzX painted at
9:34 PM



miss u...
This few days i realli get to noe wats the feelin to miss sum1...

tats u... =)


AnTzX painted at
1:50 AM


Friday, December 17, 2004

When a guy falls in love...
When a guy reali falls in love and becomes faithful to his beloved, his change in his character will reali shock every1 around him.. His egoist heart will uncompromisingly softens when he willingly gives his heart to the lady he falls in love with.. furthermore he'll be willing to sacrifice everythin and do anythin fer his loved one.. No matter how egoist he may be, tears will fall from his cheeks wen his heart's broken.. It's not easy to see guys who would truly cry fer their loved ones...~ 20 signs to recognise the strong love a guyvholds fer his beloved..

1. he willingly do anythin n everythin fer his beloved.. with sincerity not coercion
2. he constantly wans to humour his beloved and tends to be more talkative
3. he tends to advise his beloved more as he truly loves her and wans her to be a better person 4. he tries to restrict her freedom due to his overwhelmin jealousy
5. he constantly fears losin his beloved
6. he always monitors his beloved's movements as he feels insecure
7. he hates e idea of other guys bein close to his beloved
8. he becomes jealous and sensitive wen his beloved pays less attention to him
9. he becomes the most hardworking person n help his beloved to do anythin n everythin
10. he becomes restless wen his beloved's away fer too long
11. he cares fer his beloved more than he does himself
12. he constantly asks if his beloved love him as he feels his love is greater than his beloved's
13. he would not be bothered wif other gals who dun hold any importance to him
14. he will try to spend a lot of time wif his beloved even tho he noes he'll end up waitin fer his beloved
15. he praises his beloved in front of others
16. if his beloved leaves him, he cant trust any other gal n wishes fer his beloved to come back to him
17. wen ther is a third party, he loses his mind and is willing to do anythin to fight fer his beloved
18. he makes sure he ensures her safety at all times
19. he is lyk a small kid who fights fer constant attention from his beloved
20. he treats his beloved as his most trusted one and willing to sacrifice all of his wealth and even his life fer her


AnTzX painted at
1:00 AM


Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Should I ? Maybe...
Should i just leave quietly?
Or should i just stay on bravely?

Maybe i shouldn't love you in the 1st place,
But the feelings are those that i cant't hide...

Maybe i am just destined to be treated like that,
To be hurt,
To be Kick,
To be left out in the dark...

Maybe if i just leave this world to a far away place,
Which my mind is clear from you...
Waybe i will not be suffering so much as i do now...
But i just can't bare to leave you...

Day by day your heart is more to the other,
There goes the same for my heart to you,
Deeper that i fall into a depth that i can't get up from,
But i am willing to be the sacrificial being to this demon call LOVE...




AnTzX painted at
2:32 PM



Let Mi Die...
Are we at war tonight,
will there be angels whispering to me good night,
don't wake when the lightning strikes my heart for you is true,
let no one take that from you time is running tight,
can't change from wrong to right
So I'll close my eyes and dream a little
Just like how we used to be baby
It's time to say fare-well,
No need to cry or feeling sorrow
It's alright, all in the book of life heaven grant me one last wish I beg you
Let me say these words before I go

I will love you till the end of time with every breath of mine,
I'll hold you by my side but I'll rest in peace,
my sweet heart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
only you can stop the rain tonight
only you can change my world from black to white
So I'll close my eyes and dream a little more

Are we at war tonight,
will there be angels whispering to me good night,
don't wake when the lightning strikes
heaven grant me one last wish I beg you
Let me say these words before I go

I will love you till the end of time with every breath of mine,
I'll hold you by my side but I'll rest in peace,
my sweet heart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
only you can stop the rain tonight
only you can give me strength to fight,
till the sky is burning,
It's the end of time look ahead tomorrow,
a long and winding road
keep the faith of mine don't let it go
you're the only reason night ain't growing cold what will I do,
without you

I will love you till the end of time with every breath of mine,
I'll hold you by my side but I'll rest in peace,
my sweet heart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
only you can stop the rain tonight
only you can make my world so bright,
life, no longer empty, with you in my heart, In my heart


AnTzX painted at
1:14 PM


Tuesday, December 14, 2004

Just For You Only...
If I could touch the stars,

I'd give them all to you,

and if the moon was in my reach,

that would be yours, too.

I pray to see your smile,

To warm and brighten my day.

You always seem to be in my thoughts,

you are special to me, in every way.

Like the stars in the heavens your eyes shine down on me,

and when you close them tight,

I hope I'm what you see.

I couldn't be any happier,

especially when I'm by your side,

all the feelings I feel, in you,

I try to confide.

Sometimes the words 'I love you' are hard for me to say,

but my love for you is endless,

and I love you more with each new day.

I sometimes feel my heart will burst from wanting you so much

I can't explain in words of how I long to feel your touch.

There is no way I can convey this emptiness inside,

That seems to tear my soul to shreds as time goes swiftly by.

If I could merely hold you near for just a little while,

If I could simply talk with you or only see you smile,

To have you look into my eyes and wait to hear you say,

Something that would help me to take this pain away.

If I have to wait forever I guess that's what I'll do,

For me, it will be worth it to finally be with you.


AnTzX painted at
1:50 AM


Monday, December 13, 2004

The reasons
I'm giving it up...

No more running around spinning my wheel...

You came out of my dream and made it real

I know what I feel...

It's you...

It's all because of you...

You are the reason...

You are the reason I wake up every day...

And sleep through the night...

You are the reason, the reason...

In the middle of the night...

I'm going down 'cause I want you...


AnTzX painted at
1:05 AM


Saturday, December 11, 2004

love...
have you ever fallen in love, but knew they did not care?

have you ever felt like crying, but knew you'd get no where?

have you ever watched them walking away... not wanting them to go?

and whispered "i love you" softly... not wanting them to know?

you cried all night in misery, and almost went insane.

there's nothing in the world, that causes so much pain.

if i could choose between love and death, i think i'd rather die.

love is fun, but it hurts too much and the price you pay is high.

so i say, don't fall in love, you'll be hurt before it's through.

you see my friend, i ought to know, i fell in love with you.


AnTzX painted at
2:51 AM


Friday, December 10, 2004


Give it all out to love, pain and sadness,

Give it all out to be touch,

What's given by life, i will bear it.

Don't miss out every moment on the earth,

Everyday will be treated like a festive.

Every single event will be happening to brighten up our memories.

Curious that is there someone that can burge into my diary?

Welcome my dear,

Please enjoy the feelings that i have...


AnTzX painted at
1:36 AM


Thursday, December 09, 2004

Love
In every life there comes a love like this

Too blind with trust to know the Judas kiss

And as sure as your love changes with the wind

Many times I'll walk alone here on this street

But my tears will never taste so bittersweet

Knowing that someday this pain will end

we hold on to moments just like these

The painful memories will make you strong

And it's too bad, so sad when your innocence is gone

It's wasted on the ones that do you wrong

And I know that I will love again someday

But never quite enough, that's how I'll pay

Loving you too much, that was my sin

And my heart will never break this way again


AnTzX painted at
1:18 AM



haiz...
I duno y m i like tat... when comes to love... someone tat i like juz slip pass... chances juz slip pass like tat... one by one...

Is like i m shoppin in a shop when i came across smt tat i like n i will b like standin there to stare at it... somemore tat's a last piece... den i will tell myself not to buy it cos it might not b wif mi for long no matter how i take care of it... so wat i usualli did? walk away for watever reasons there is n thinkin tat no 1 else will tat last piece... but i m wrong... when i finally wanna go n buy tat thing tat i wanted it will always b the situation tat some1 is taken it b4 mi... i duno y issit like tat all the time... in the end i will regret tat i nv took tat 1st step in the start...

I wanted to say i love you,

but i'm scare that i will lose you...

but now is whatever i gonna say to you,

Is useless...




AnTzX painted at
1:00 AM


Saturday, December 04, 2004

WoMen...
The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, The figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes, Because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides. The beauty of a woman Is not in a facial mole, But true beauty in a woman Is reflected in her soul. It is the caring that she lovingly gives, the passion that she shows, And the beauty of a woman with passing years


AnTzX painted at
2:25 AM


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