Tuesday, February 22, 2005
To U...
i realli wan u to be mine... i will still wait even it takes mi forever... my care for u wont be less... n will b more... i may not fit into the qualities of ur ideal guy but hope u will at least give mi a chance... may the day comes when i can hold u in my arms n say "i love u"... i mean till the end of time...
AnTzX painted at
12:49 AM
Sunday, February 20, 2005
Sinfonia 2005 @ NYP
tis gonna b a long entry...
ytd went to my buddy saifun's concert at his sch NYP... Lets start from the mornin... i woke up ard 10 ba... den called saifun ask wanna meet mi out 1st as he needs to report in his sch at 2pm so still we can still meet up b4 tat... but den he was waitin for his mum to cum back as his clothes had been sent to the laundry or smt... so in the end i met him ard 12+ at first tot of goin to tampines where i suppose to meet zimin at later in the evenin to play awhile and get the stuff tat i need and cum back wif him... since he onli until tis time den we had no choice but to stay at yishun... we had our lunch at BK den was tokin to him wats my plan later when i goin to meet up wif zimin... =) dun y so excited of meetin her mayb bcos nv seen her for quite sometimes le... den after tat saifun got on his way to sch n i headed hm to relax myself and prepare myself for the evenin... i bought some ferro roche at ntuc on the as promise to him and karen as a gift from mi... lolz... reach hm den chatted wif a few friends on msn den went off to tampines ard 3+ (kiasu sia) hahaha.... i suppose to meet her at 6.15pm sia... i reach there ard 4 den went to the arcade there to keep my self occupied as i nv been to the arcade there for a realli LONG time...
finish playin den when to the flower shop below n get her a rose... hehehe... so sweet rite?? =P i personally found tat the color of the rose was sweet too... =) after tat den i went over to the mrt station where i suppose to meet her there as it was abt time le... but later she told mi she will b late... (juz as i tot) aiya... girls mah.... =P den after tat went over to the interchange to wait for her as she is comin by bus... finally she reach but i was scare tat we might b late cos at tat time it was quite crowded and scare tat we will b late bcos of tat... but we still manage to reach there on time... mayb bcos as she had said... she the lucky girl... hehehe... =) so we headed straight in to the auditorium den get ourselves seated at a comfortable spot... n i gave her the rose n some "hearty cookies" tat i had made.. i think ard 85% full tat day... so the concert starts...
1) Puszta
2) Impression of Japan
3) Symphony No. 8 in B Minor "Unfinished"
4) Tchaikovsky Suite
5) Sound of Music
INTERVAL
6) Disney On Parade
7) Animation Medley
8) Danse Bacchanale (from Samson and Dalila)
9) Russian Chrismas Music
10) Heal The World
ENCORE - Spongebob Square Pants
The songs tat i like the most is the Impression of Japan and Animation Medley... both are realli nice songs... saw David, Guanghan and Sani didnt noe tat they when oso... sit wif them after the interval bcos i was quite piss off by a lady who was sittin infront of us... i was whisperin to zimin durin the concert... i was very soft loh... den she suddenly turn back n sShH us sia... but the thing is she nv care abt the ppl sittin ard her who was whisperin louder than us... WTF loh... den after the concert i sent her hm as she dont realli have a sense of direction... =X while saifun oso sends his girl hm... but quite qiao oso both of our girls lives in the east... lolz... he was in bedok and i was at eunos... lolz... =P den after we done our job we meet up in bedok interchange and took the bus hm... P.S (i m glad tat u like the cookies n the rose... i realli enjoy the time being wif u... and most of all i feel realli happy tat u came along...)
AnTzX painted at
1:33 AM
Monday, February 07, 2005
behind that smile lies someone i know.
peculiar about feelings
nothing else to show.
a genuine person, how i wish to kill.
with shot guns and dagger
anything fit for the bill.
how wonderful it is to look far ahead
if this someone i know
still exists in my head.
hope to see her dying,
with torture and pain.
see it shocking her heart
and through her tiny brain.
let it be my fist, i lay it on her.
and make sure it's an impact
if she ever comes near.
her words are careless like lullabies
through the nite
which shrunkens my heart
and made it never right.
as i walked closer and closer.
closer to her
i cant help it but notice her flowing tears.
when a decision is made that we should read
between the lines.
an irony strucked my head and said
she's just an image of mine...
AnTzX painted at
1:11 AM