Loving couples...
This has always been the case... i feel so envy of those couples so loving to each other... because recently my work place in sentosa had become a great place for couples to spend the night sitting by the beach and having a nice cocktail by the beach, enjoying the cool breeze under the star lited sky... how wonderful it can be if i could have someone by my side... This makes me think about the times we had... It had been almost 4 years since i broke up with my one and only girlfriend... although the time we together are short as 1 1/2 months exactly... but all the things we had done together, all the things i had done for her, all the things she done for mi are still in the permanent storage of my brains memory and whenever i recalled them its as fresh as if it just happened ytd... still remember how i 1st hold her hand and held her in my arms... when she cried how i wipe away her tears... she was just like a baby to me... we both have the same cca too... thats our secondary school's concert band... she plays the flute and i played the trombone... i love the way she plays her flute... so this also given us more time together, having more things to share and talk about... spend most of the night talking on the phone... even in school i always can't wait for the time when the bell rings... which means i can get to see her... not a moment even i want her to be out of my sight... aren't those of you out there have the same situation too? but as people always say good things usually last for long... weeks after my birthday we broke up... that's 1 1/2 months exactly... i was devestated when she told mi before the morning assembly... that day was the worst i ever had... i was like a zombie then... lost... confused... don't know wat should i do... and her reason for the break up is because we should put our hearts in our o's... but after that i had tried various way to get her back but it was useless... and that's the 1st time i cried for a girl... after that i promised myself not to shed another drop of tear for a girl... partly because of that i failed my o's that year... sad... anyway now we are good friends and she had a boyfriend too... but sometimes i think if i had a chance to say to her i will tell her that i want her to be my girlfriend once again... and be a loving couple forever...