changes...
as i had say juz now i will say wat ever i wanna say here... n here's it...

i noe i m selfish tat at 1st i dun let u go but i told myself to let u go... cos 1st thing i noe bcos of our r/s it cause u alot of stress from which ever source it come... be it hm or sch... which bcos of tat i tink tat i bcum a xtra burden to u... tats y u r force to find a very gd reason to leave mi... its ok i understand... i noe it hurts alot... for mi... n u too... but nvm... i understand... study is 1st now... so make sure u work hard on tat k? n i will work hard too.. :) perhaps last time i nv realli look from ur point of view n being ur shoes... but now i did look from ur way... but it came realise to mi too late liao... but its ok... juz treat it as a valuable lesson learn...

n 2nd thing... as i had say let it b a promise from mi n for mi to keep... a goal for mi to work towards mayb... there will b tis day... i will ask u to b my dear again... :) anyway for now i dun realli feel any difference... mayb juz a change in status... i noe u still will do things tat u used to do like call mi n stuff like tat... at least kinda tink of it is not so sad after all... mayb is the way things tat r put across by us which makes it sad... so as u said... smile like nutin had happen... even thou i noe i cant... :)