time realli flies...
juz came hm from outside... juz now went to balcony at hereen to chill out wif my guys... cos today 1 of them ish bday... den watch soccer oso... manU n liverpool thou not my fav arsenal but still hope tat manU will win n true enuff they win by 3-0 haha... total pwned liverpool... was havin a great time there man... at then i was tinkin back so fast all of us had grown up n the memories tat we used to have like times we quarrel or even fight... the times we sit under block for our tokin session, solvin probs together, helpin each other in need... tinkin of tat its great to have u all till now... :) den after all the fun we all headed hm den some of them carry on to go for nasi lemak at chongpang i didnt folo tinkin of i need to wake up in like 4 hrs time countin for now... sian... i noe watever things its always the hardest in the beginnin... but i m sure soon i will b ok liao...

den saw dear's msg at tag... was kinda sad to read tat... cos i noe wat she is doin but i cant stop her from doin... n i wanna stop her cos i care... dun u feel tat? if i can stop u i will go rite in front of u n pull the knife away n if u insist of doin tat... i will join u... doin double of wat u do... but i cant... 1 thing... i noe u tink tats the onli way to make u feel better... but u noe tat i feel so useless as a bf tat noe tat his gf is doin something to hurt herself n he cant stop her... n if i realli dun care u tink i will still all those things above n wont b bother to stay ard to look for u n dun even noe where u r... n many other things... n i m always ard wat... anything or probs u face can always tell mi wat i m ur bf... u may not wanna tell mi everything but at least u tell mi some... cos i dun wanna c u bcos of things or probs u face tat u wanna hurt urself to feel better k...

ok lah... tats all for today... gonna go slp liao... but 1st... gdnite to my dear... hugs n kiss... miss n love u lots lots... :)