Friday, May 23, 2008
broken glass...
duno y suddenly think of wat my 1st gf said to mi... once a glass is broken n shattered... even u can mend it back its not the same glass liao... realli tink tat it does have some sense to it ba... i was thinkin realli if sum1 realli wanna do until very "jue" (cruel) realli they can do is whether they wan anot onli... can u imagine sum1 u love so much b4 n the person is the same towards u... when things goes wrong... the person juz suddenly goes into 180degrees change... break all contacts wif u... even tat u try ur best to fix back everything... give ur best shot... noein tat u will still get nutin in the end... like a song lyrics "i try so hard n got so far in the end it doesnt even matters" i m one of those stupid ones ard on tis earth... noein tat there is a bottomless pit infront still jump in... cant imagine how naive or shld i say stupid can a person get... chasing for dreams n not facin the reality... ppl do have dreams n ppl do chase for dreams hoping some may come true... yah... some... but not all... it always happens to mi dreams tat didnt come true from wat i realli wan it to be... stop chasing... mayb i will but over time u noe things will sort of slip of ur mind n things go into tat vicious cycle again... how bad can tat b... isit so hard to find ur other 1/2 of soul... so much of searchin over the years... may i m meant to b alone... i guess...
i m realli tired... tis time realli....
AnTzX painted at
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