missing...
time realli flies... its like been 1 week passed since my dear bro left us... now its like my hse is much more quieter wif out him ard... no 1 will come n tok to mi... no 1 to kajiao mi... at least when he's still ard... i got sum1 to tok to n share wat ever i had tat day... althou we dun realli c each other tat much cos both our workin time ish so different... but there is time when we will tok to each other... share our probs n stuffs... still remember when we were younger we everynow n den will fight n always i get into trouble cos he will end up gettin injured by mi... but as we fight our bond gets better... i nv worry abt him when we was older... cos when i tink tat when i was his age i dun tink i m as independent as him... n summor sometimes of somethings i will oso look up to him learn from him... we help each other when in need... its realli bros in arms... but things r so different now... sometime i realli dun wanna come back n face an empty hse... its so scary sumhow... i mean scary in a way tat its like u realli feel alone or perhaps lonely... so my routine is go on my com when i get back n start surfin net... tok to ppl... n u ppl might think tat its like no life n may think tat i dun have friends isit... actually i m happy tat i had one bunch of caring friends from various part of my life... for tat i thank them from being ard for mi especially durin tis period of time... lastly i hope tat my dear bro is doin well over at another world... n i realli miss u di...